I am beginning to see some truth that maybe I hadn't wanted to see in the saying "the road to hell is paved with good intentions." You might shrug on that one and say "where is she going with this?" The answer is simple my friends.
Just when I think I have my routine down and together and I can get "fit" or think I am heading in that direction, something jumps in my path and steers me the other way. Is it the devil or just my devil in disguise? The other me, that takes over and lives with a dangerous edge? I think it is my evil twin. She made me make that banana poke cake she really did. And she made me eat green apple candy, I had no control.
With that being said, and confessed....I have 2 more days coming up that I wont be good, most likely. And on Sunday I am going to try to gain control once again over my evil twin! Sometimes I do defeat her, knock the wind out of her sails and even manage to lose a lb or two but in my darkest of hours, she gets the best of me and makes me think "it will be ok if I just eat this, I can do this later." I have to get out of that mindset!!
I know for most of you reading this, you probably don't have a weight issue. For that I applaud you, you really have no idea how lucky you are. Yes, I had gastric bypass 2 years ago. No I don't ever want to go back down that fat road. This is an everyday struggle for me. I don't want to just give up and become a statistic....I want to to beat the odds!
Wish me luck! Nominate me for the Biggest Loser, Dolvett could make these lbs come off and he would be delectable to look at even though he might be screaming at me constantly. Love me some Dolvett!!
Thanks for stopping by my way, let's have peanut butter pie, I mean a fruit smoothie soon.....
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