Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Feeling a little Melancholy-Sept 3, 2012 Post

When one door closes another one opens or so I have been told,  but in the last month I would say it seems that more is changing, unfolding if you will.  If you know me well, you know I am HUGE believer that everything happens for a reason, but what you may not know, is that I think people come in your life and leave it when you need that connection the most.

I have some amazing folks in my life and always in my corner no matter what.  I have recently met some new people that I hope to strengthen our friendship over the years, time will tell on that one. 

Because of the way I am programmed I care and trust way to soon or easily.  I have been burnt by this and you would honestly think by now I would know the triggers and stay the hell away from this very thing, but nooooooooooooo I tend to keep going down the same paths.  WTH?  Seriously?!

Anyway, I got the opportunity to see some friends from out of town, and it's the kind of thing you look forward to for so long and then you realize how much people change.  Not that it is a bad thing at all, but they have lives that you know nothing about anymore.  I guess I just got a pang for the old days at MoronEquity when we all felt like a family.  I miss those days at times, but then I know that everyone had to move on and up in some cases. 

And other friends, no matter how long it has been since you have seen them, it seems you can just pick up and have no uncomfortable moments around them.  You don't necessarily "pick up where you left off" with them because sometimes it has been a few years since you have seen them, but nothing is strained.  You act like you have never lost contact.  How great is that! 

"Misty color memories of the way we were......."

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