If you can't trust.....

Yourself, who can you trust?  I know I said that I wasn't going to talk about weight or the weighing in with Kazi any more for awhile, but I have to admit it folks, I am disappointed in myself.  So very disappointed. 

I gained 1 lb.  You are sitting there thinking what is wrong with that?  I can tell you lots!  I have to find something else to do besides snacking, because it is killing me.  I eat maybe 2 meals per day but the stuff in between is what is pushing me over the edge. 

Am a stress eater, always have been, guess I always will be.  Whenever I go to my family doctor he always tells me to avoid stress, yea, tell me how and I will get right on that.  I cant pin point one thing that I am stressed about, because my life is always one big stressor, due to one thing or the other.  But I manage.  Somehow I manage. 

I am going to try new techniques this week and see what happens.  I need a break through.  I am so depressed about this, really, I worked so hard up until now and now the devil is trying to sabotage me and my previous efforts.  I won't let him win!! 

Thanks for listening to this rant.  It has helped a little.  I need about a 30 day hiatus from this life and would like to trade with someone else for those 30 days.   If only.....